Why Winter Trails are Terrifying For the Hypermobile: Through Pain and Pines

Many trails in Saskatchewan are shimmering. Beautifully. Treacherously.

I’m pretty sure they are trying to kill me.

Sparkling snow is magical. Sparkling frost is beautiful.

But sparkling ice on a forest trail?

Thatโ€™s a different category entirely. โ€œBe gone foul thing!โ€

When you live with hypermobility, ice is less of a winter decoration and more of a full-contact sport.

For most people, a slip on an icy trail means a flail of the arms, a laugh, and maybe a comment. “Watch out for the icy patch!”.

For someone with hypermobility, that same moment can mean:

  • a rib that determines it would rather live somewhere other than its intended slot
  • a shoulder that doth protest too much (because the shoulder blade is sliding down your back)
  • muscles that grip like overprotective bodyguards
  • and a new entry in the ever-growing logbook titled โ€œWellโ€ฆ that escalated quickly.โ€

A small jolt or an awkward catch. And suddenly a split second wobble becomes three months of physiotherapy, muscle protecting and pain with every movement.

Winter walking becomes less like a casual stroll and more like a strategic mission.

Our hypermobile bodies clearly have a different set of rules.

Living with hypermobility also means developing a surprisingly intimate relationship with your physiotherapist.

Years ago I realized I owned an entire library of tiny resistance bands in colours that sounded deceptively cheerful.

Coral. Mint. Lavender. Suggesting relaxation and beach vacations.

In reality they represented fifteen very specific exercises. Each designed to convince my shoulder, hip, or rib that staying in place is actually an excellent idea.

In more recent years, overall strengthening through running has become my greatest hope against hope.

Thankfully those resistance bands are now packed away. They were the bane of my existence for years. Strengthen the shoulder, put out the elbow, wrist, and fingers. Strengthen the hip, put out the knee, ankle and toes.

If you live with chronic pain, you also know the strange pleasure of telling people:

โ€œYes, I injured myself sneezing.โ€

And then watching them try to politely hide their confusion. ๐Ÿ˜•

Enigmatic Equations Await

People with chronic pain develop a special kind of mental math.

Before leaving the house, the brain quietly runs a checklist:

  • How icy is it?
  • How far is the trail?
  • What muscles are already staging a coup today?
  • What are the odds Iโ€™ll slip, twist, or do the worldโ€™s slowest accidental yoga pose?
Slipping into something a little more comfortable (psychosis)

These calculations happen constantly.

Because when joints are extra flexible, the body relies heavily on muscles to hold everything together.

If those muscles get surprised by a sudden slip on ice, they react like overcaffeinated security guards.

We donโ€™t even have to experience a crash landing. A slight โ€œwhoopโ€. Everything tightens. Followed shortly by, everything hurts. Sometimes for a very long time.

And yetโ€ฆ Staying inside is not the answer.

Inside Out: The Hidden Dangers of Staying Indoors

My soul was not designed for indefinite indoor storage.

After a few days of being cooped up, something starts to happen.

First a restlessness.

Then a longing.

Then a slightly dramatic moment standing at the window staring outside like a Victorian character under quarantine.

Because the body may be complicated. But the soul is surprisingly clear about what it needs.

Trees. Sky. Fresh air. The quiet company of chickadees who seem perpetually delighted with life.

Naturalist John Burroughs once wrote:

I go to nature to be soothed and healed, and to have my senses put in order.

And when chronic pain is part of your life, your nervous system spends a lot of time: out of order.

Pain keeps the brain alert. Guarded. Scanning.

But the forest gently invites something else.

A slower rhythm. A softer focus.

Donโ€™t let perfect get in the way of good enough.

“Break!!”- Dancing Through the Meadow

Hypermobility changes the way you move through the world.

Especially in winter.

Walking on icy trails becomes a very particular style of locomotion that could best be described as:

โ€œCautious woodland creature.โ€

Short steps.

Careful weight shifts.

Occasional pauses to test the ground.

One wrong move and suddenly you find yourself soft launching a new form of dance.

Anyone watching from a distance might assume you were practicing some form of extreme slow-motion flamenco ๐Ÿ’ƒ .

But really, youโ€™re simply trying to avoid becoming an accidental case study in sidewalk face implants.

Oddly enough, this cautious way of walking mirrors a core forest therapy practice. Slow walking.

Forest therapy guides often invite people to slow down enough to truly notice the forest.

Hypermobility justโ€ฆ adds extra motivation.

A Little Winter Guiding Advice

I have learned a few things from my winter days on the trail this year.

  1. Boots with ICE FX technology soles are the way to go. I started using them this year. I had two slips in the first couple weeks of winter. I got the boots and I havenโ€™t had a slip since. They are like winter tires. I still have to be careful but they have saved me.
  2. Hiking poles are this girlโ€™s best friend. I am learning when to use them and when to leave them in the car. Days I canโ€™t see the trail under the snow or when the trail is glistening with ice, they are essential. Days the trail is packed with snow and my balance feels good they can stay back.
  3. Some days you just have to stay home. The boots and poles open your world. There are still times when staying home is the safest and best option. It is not worth the risk of a fall. Or a tweak. Walking in a mall or other large indoor space can meet some of your physical movement needs. As the snow melts, you can extend outdoor Earthing sessions in a safe, seated position until the ice is gone.

Nervous Systems: A Unified Network

There is another layer to chronic pain that people donโ€™t see.

The nervous system becomes watchful.

When pain appears often enough, the brain begins to scan constantly for the next signal. Muscles tighten sooner. Reflexes fire faster. The body becomes protective.

Itโ€™s not weakness. Itโ€™s survival.

But a nervous system that spends too much time in protection mode eventually forgets how to settle.

This is one of the quiet gifts of time in nature. Not just for enjoyment but for nervous system survival.

As Japanese physician Yoshifumi Miyazaki, one of the pioneers of forest bathing research, observed:

The forest environment allows the nervous system to shift from vigilance to restoration.

For someone managing chronic pain, that shift is not small. It is validating.

Research into forest environments has shown that simply being among trees can lower cortisol, calm heart rate, and shift the nervous system out of constant vigilance.

In other words, the forest gently persuades the body:

You are safe enough to soften.

And for someone living with chronic pain, that reminder can be profoundly healing.

Frosty Therapy: Nature’s Icy Embrace for the Soul

If winter trails feel risky but your spirit still needs the forest, try this gentle practice.

Practice: Borrowing Stability

  1. Find a tree nearby and place one hand against the trunk.
  2. Feel the firmness of the bark under your palm. Trees have been practicing stability for a very long time.
  3. Take three slow breaths.
  4. Notice your feet inside your boots.
  5. Notice the ground supporting you.
  6. Then take three very slow steps. With each step, quietly ask: What does stability feel like right now?

You might be surprised how much calmer the nervous system becomes when movement slows down.

Winter walking with hypermobility includes both beauty and risk. Moments of deep solace among the trees and occasional grievances to file with a body that requires extra grit.

The poet Rainer Maria Rilke once wrote,

Let everything happen to you: beauty and terror. Just keep going. No feeling is final.

Perhaps winter forest walks teach that same wisdom.

Conscientious step by conscientious step.

The Whispers of Accord

Living with chronic pain sometimes feels like a negotiation between the body and the soul.

The body says: Please be wary.

The soul says: Please go outside.

The forest, thankfully, doesnโ€™t insist on perfect joints or pain-free muscles.

It simply offers a place to breathe.

Scottish nature writer Nan Shepherd wrote about being in the mountains:

The thing to be known grows with the knowing.

Perhaps the same is true of our bodies.

The more we learn their quirks and their quiet wisdom, the more gently we can move through the world. Even when the trail shimmers with ice and every step requires a little forethought.

Because sometimes healing isnโ€™t about conquering the path. Sometimes itโ€™s simply about finding a way to keep walking among the trees.

So yes, SK winter trails sometimes feel like obstacle courses designed specifically for people with hypermobile joints to fail.

And yes, the body occasionally protests the whole arrangement. Of having any movement at all. Yet consider another quote by Nan Shepherd that leads us back to what matters,

It is a grand thing to get leave to live.

Perhaps that is what these mindful winter walks really are.

A quiet permission to keep living fully, even if the steps are slow and deliberate.

Careful steps. Even slightly wobbly steps.

Keep walking when and where you can. Surrender when called for. We are so close Prairies friends! We have almost made it to Spring! We’ve got this.

The Healing Power of Nature and Acceptance

Life starts all over again when it gets crisp in the fall.๐Ÿ‚

-F Scott Fitzgerald


Elder Robert D. Hales once said:

When you cannot do what you have always done, then you only do what matters most.

Those words sink deep for me as someone who lives with chronic pain.

There are many things I cannot do anymoreโ€”not the way I used to, not with the energy or freedom I once had. And yet, in the midst of those limitations, Iโ€™ve discovered that my life is being reshaped around what truly matters most.

๐Ÿ” Finding Clarity in Constraints

Elder Hales went on to say:

Physical restrictions can expand vision. Limited stamina can clarify priorities. Inability to do many things can direct focus to a few things of greatest importance.

That is the truth of my life. I donโ€™t have the stamina to do everything I once could. But I do have the vision to see what is worth my energy. Pain has forced me to slow down, to let go of what doesnโ€™t serve me, and to focus on what is most meaningfulโ€”faith, relationships, healing moments, and time in nature. ๐ŸŒฒ

๐Ÿ’› โ€œCome What May and Love Itโ€

Elder Joseph B. Wirthlin also offered a phrase I want to cling to:

Come what may, and love it.

His mother taught him those words, and he later reminded us that

adversity, if handled correctly, can be a blessing in our lives.

I admitโ€”I donโ€™t always love it. There are days when pain feels relentless, and my instinct is to resist, to grieve what Iโ€™ve lost, or to dwell in shame when I make mistakes. I make a lot of those. Mistakes. I find my brain just checks out while dealing with chronic pain. ๐Ÿง 

๐Ÿšค A Maritime Memoir Best Left Unsailed

Like this past weekend, for example. I may or may not have put my husband and myself in mortal danger on the lake (๐Ÿ˜ฌ oops). I turned off the boat engine when the battery was lowโ€”thinking Iโ€™d heard Brent say to shut it off. Turns out, he had said the opposite. ๐Ÿ˜ณ

This process set off so many megaddons-

We would have drifted helplessly across the lake. But Brent, my hero, jumped in and anchored us to shore ๐Ÿฅถ . Now he was soaked through with no dry clothes.

Meanwhile, the navy was literally training around us, however, we were too embarrassed to ask for help. What would you have done?

My dad had to haul out his sailboat โ›ต๏ธ that was already getting packed away for winter. The sight of them motoring across the harbor with no sailsโ€ฆwell, letโ€™s just say it was memorable.

There we were, covered in lifejackets and wrapped in blankets, being eaten alive by biting flies.

At the time, I didnโ€™t want to โ€œcome what may and love it.โ€ I wanted to wallow in shame for the mistake that stranded us. But shame didnโ€™t help. It only made me feel worse.

Looking back, I see parts of it that were quite humorous.

Brent’s pants (they had to be fished out of the lake after the wind blew them from their safe perch where they would stay dry while he swam us to safety) soon had the appearance that we had been shipwrecked for months by the time rescue came.

Wet sweatpants are diabolical. Wet sweat shorts on the other hand- marginally better.

So out came the fishing knife (he did not have them on at this stage of the procedure) and off came his pride and a few inches of dripping fleece. Suggesting a shipwreck much longer than the hour or so that it actually turned into.

I couldn’t help but think in this scenario, I was the Gilligan.

On the contrary, the more loving responseโ€”for myselfโ€”would have been to let it go. To choose self compassion. To laugh. To accept my parents’ kindness.

And Brent’s! Even as he frantically thought through what he needed to do then jumped in the water. Even as he stood there shivering and dripping wet. Even as he swatted flies in nothing but my blanket, he told me not to worry. Not to feel bad.

He encouraged self compassion from the outset. To remember that we would survive the โ€œfly apocalypse,โ€ catch a fish ๐ŸŽฃ , and make it home safely. He reminded me to stay focused on what matters.

And look at that, he DID catch one!

Meanwhile…

The devil whispered in my ear, “You’re not strong enough to withstand this storm.” I whispered in the devil’s ear, “I love your eggs.” ๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿผโ€โ™€๏ธ

๐Ÿ„ Woodland Wellness: Discovering Peace Among Trees ๐ŸŒฒ

Elder Hales reminded us that even the senior leaders of our church arenโ€™t spared from affliction:

Rather, they are blessed and strengthened to press forward valiantly while suffering in and with affliction.

That idea gives me hope. If they can press forward valiantly, maybe so can I. Maybe so can we. Whatever our struggle may be.

Thatโ€™s where forest therapy comes in for me. When my pain feels like too much, I turn to the forest.

Dendrolatry

a deep reverence for the trees, where every branch whispers ancient wisdom and every root holds the secrets of the earth– to honour a tree is to honour the quiet, sacred connection between life and nature.

The forest is where I remember how to breathe, how to soften, how to let go of shame and find a thread of joy. The forest teaches me that even in adversity, there can be beauty. Even when Iโ€™m hurting, there can be laughter, resilience, and connection.

My adversity is chronic pain. It is woven into every corner of my life. It shapes my days and my choices, and so it will show up in my writing and conversations, too. It is part of who I am.

Some people wish Iโ€™d talk about it less, but this is my reality. And itโ€™s also where Iโ€™ve learned to discover meaning, humor, and even joy.

The woods invite me to notice beauty even when pain is loud. The trees ๐Ÿ‘†๐Ÿผ donโ€™t erase adversity, but they remind me that I am still alive, still loved, and still capable of joy. ๐Ÿƒ

๐Ÿ’– Embracing Love, Bidding Farewell to Shame

So next time I find myself swarmed by biting flies (literally or figuratively in the form of invasive thoughts), or when I am caught in the grip of pain, I hope I can remember Elder Wirthlinโ€™s (and his motherโ€™s) invitation:

Come what may, and love it.

Not because itโ€™s easy. But because itโ€™s the better way forward. ๐Ÿ˜Š

September was a thirty-
days long goodbye to
summer, to the season that
left everybody both happy
and weary of the warm,
humid weather and the
exhausting but
thrilling adventures

-Lea Malot

As we bid farewell to shame we also bid farewell to summer. The following is an unorganized smattering of my summer adventures. Enjoy perusing (or skip it altogether). I encourage you to do the same. Enjoy your memories. Feel free to share stories or pictures in the comments!

Enjoy your life and the beauty that nature provides. If you’d like to schedule a forest therapy walk before the snow flies, let me know in the comments, or email me @ pam.munkholm@gmail.com I’d love to show you how healing it really is.